While at work the other day, I was asked if I would be getting the vaccine. I replied with an emphatic No! She yelled back at me – “why”? I said because I don’t believe in them. As she turned to go she said “well I guess we’ll just write you off then”.
I was completely overtaken with a mixture of sadness, anger and a need to just give up on people in general. What she said to me was indicative of the mentality of those without faith, who believe someone or something other than themselves will save them. This attitude insuring they do not have to change. This response of hers is what made me want to give up on humans. The sadness came from her cruelty, her thoughts revealing a very cold side of her personality. Knowing I could never so carelessly throw such a comment out to the wind made me feel very alone also. How interesting then, moments before she had been looking for sympathy because her husband had just died a few months before, yet compassion, understanding and the ability to let others have different beliefs than her, not in her capacity. My anger came from knowing how many are thinking this way, believing in the lies, contributing, with their compliance, to the devastating world issues at hand.
The link I shared above is wonderful because it’s existence means the sharing of this story from one of the lawyers in Germany who is going after the W.H.O. for crimes against humanity. He claims this is not only comparable to the Nuremberg trials, but could well surpass them, incriminating so many for the horrific measures implemented on all of us.
There is one other thing I will mention regarding this situation which further shows the greed of humanity. As with all diabolical plans, follow the money to understand the purpose of such crimes, as the almighty $ tends to be at the root of such evil. The link below explains what some people are making each time a test is performed. It’s no wonder they are pushing them so hard, people have become millionaires because of this situation – definitely a crime against humanity to make money on something that doesn’t even work, while creating fear to further the cause.
https://www.advisory.com/en/daily-briefing/2020/06/17/covid-test-cost
So it has been kind of a tough week. One of the stores where I work closed because of this stupidity. Although it is only for two weeks, one can easily see how there is room for further closures in our future. The problem? Well when you tell teenagers or kids in general they cannot have a normal life visiting with their friends, having parties and just in general have fun, you just know they will at some point push back.
There was a big party in this area involving about 150 students over the Easter break. Although I can’t say why some of them they decided to get tested, they made this grave error. Probably because of a parent who insisted, the chain reaction beginning with the tests. We actually now have drive through testing set up in our area, which just irritates me no end. The tests prove to be 97% false positive and yet this is what we are still basing our “cases” on. How is this possible, to have so many idiots deciding the fate of us all? Fear is the answer, nothing more.
I hope no one is blaming the kids for this fiasco. Truly it is amazing they have been so reserved for this past year as they endure restriction after restriction. There was indeed a chain reaction, as you can imagine. With 150 students involved, a small town like ours will be sure to see many businesses affected. The high school of course closed, the elementary school may also have to close. As I said the one store I work in closed, not because of a student connection, it was pre-caution. There were at least 3 other business closed as of yesterday, and now we must wait for test results to see how many others will be affected.
It has become almost impossible to talk about anything other than this pandemic, which further saddens me. Almost every conversation, no matter how it starts, ends up involving problems connected to the virus. However on my last day at the store, I had something special happen to me which I feel is important to share. There are several of Hutterite colonies in our area, they are pillars of our community in fact. They often come into the thrift store where I work, and there is opportunity for us to have short conversations which I always enjoy. A lady came in on Tuesday, then as she made to go out and get her husband to try on some boots, she stopped at my counter and told me she had some bread for me. How wonderful, I thought, is this not special? She came back with her husband and after trying on the boots, decided to buy them. She paid for them, then handed me my 2 loaves of bread, explaining as she did it was made by them. One loaf was a special sweet bread they make for Easter celebrations, so she hoped I would enjoy it. I was so touched by her thoughtfulness, I could not help but to beam! She started to go out, then came back and said with a big smile on her face, that I’m such a nice lady, the women who used to work there were not so friendly. When you are struggling so much to see the positive these days, something like this happening just takes away all the pain and sorrow. Knowing I have made a small difference gave me a great deal of comfort – my day seemed so much lighter than it had when I arrived at work that morning. Bless her kind heart for thinking of me and making my day special!
I keep thinking of the grandmothers, feeling their presence in such moments. People are asking about my project, how it’s going, will I accept donations, wondering if it’s still active. This is also something to feel good about, although until I can get it active again, I keep wondering if it will survive. Someone made me a beautiful little hummingbird treasure box, which I of course painted. This is something I intend to add to the inventory, but until I feel there is sufficient interest, it will have to wait. With a little extra time off, I hope to find the energy to again, start being creative. The days without a mask are very beneficial and I also plan to get my lungs stronger with this new opportunity to run a few extra days a week.
We must, all of us, continue to put one foot in front of the other and hold strong onto our faith and convictions against this world wide mess. It is shocking to learn there is only around 20% of the population (worldwide) which is standing up against this wall of lies. But the wall is crumbling, they are making many mistakes, as he states in the video, which are making it easier for us to stand strong against them. After a day of rest, a bit of creativity, a decent run and a good meal, I feel very positive. I know I have this incredible energy around me, keeping me strong, showing me the way. Listen only to the love, this is where we must focus our intentions and thoughts. One day we will look back on this time and smile at the heroics of those who are working so hard to get the truth to us. I am so very grateful for these lawyers and the doctors and scientist who are speaking out, despite the reprisals they surely face. Because of their strength of conviction, and their willingness to risk all, they are mighty giants in my mind. They in fact remind me of my father.