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My Mother, Coincidence, Resolution

When my mother almost drown the summer of 1967, I felt her panic and fear. In conversation with the shaman years ago, his impression was my fear of water stemmed from an experience my mother had while pregnant with me. While researching my mother, once I accepted who she was, Read more

By gabriel_G, 4 yearsOctober 5, 2021 ago
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The Choices We Make….and How They Affect Others

Well it’s happened, maybe a bit quicker than I’d hoped, but none the less we are back in mask prison as of just over a week ago now. And of course all of us who knew this was coming since last year, are seeing our concerns being played out. We Read more

By gabriel_G, 4 yearsSeptember 27, 2021 ago
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The Ghost Inside Me…..

Some good realizations arrived in my mind this morning while preparing for work. I watched yet another Che Guevara video to the song written for him combined with photos highlighting every aspect of his life. He accomplished so much during the relatively short span of time he was here……….it still Read more

By gabriel_G, 4 yearsSeptember 15, 2021 ago
The Beginning, the End.....and Everything Lost In Between

Conclusion

Conclusion; The Adult…..the Room, Ecuador  April 22, 2020 She was calm, as she lay waiting for sleep to take her. What happened came so suddenly there was no time to even open her eyes. The image taking her completely by surprise. It was herself she was looking at, when she Read more

By gabriel_G, 4 yearsSeptember 6, 2021 ago
The Beginning, the End.....and Everything Lost In Between

Part 8; The “Grandmother Dreams”

Part 8; The “Grandmother” Dreams The Adult…..Ecuador  She feels grateful for the many opportunities to be up close and personal with hummingbirds. How fortunate she feels, especially having the knowledge they are considered to be the spirit of our ancestors here in Ecuador.  She has also heard that when a Read more

By gabriel_G, 4 yearsSeptember 6, 2021 ago
The Beginning, the End.....and Everything Lost In Between

Part 7; Angel, My Horse

Part 7; Angel My Horse The Adult…….the Room, Ecuador  June 22, 2020 Last night was a very difficult one, she wondered how she would get through it and what would come of the pain and discomfort felt. It began in the afternoon, or maybe even earlier. She just could not Read more

By gabriel_G, 4 yearsSeptember 6, 2021 ago
The Beginning, the End.....and Everything Lost In Between

Part 6; My Birth Mother

Part 6; My Birth Mother The Adult……Ecuador When she thinks of her birth mother, there doesn’t seem to be much emotion, of any kind. She has good memories of her, times when they were with her father as well, but always her connection seems to be with her father. The Read more

By gabriel_G, 4 yearsSeptember 6, 2021 ago
The Beginning, the End.....and Everything Lost In Between

Part 5; Surrogate Grandparents

Part 5; Surrogate Grandparents The Adult……Ecuador She is writing this dream because of the medallion  picked up in the dream. This gained significance many years later. Today as she enters the dream into the manuscript she understands the meaning in a way she could not at the time of having Read more

By gabriel_G, 4 yearsSeptember 6, 2021 ago
The Beginning, the End.....and Everything Lost In Between

Part 4; Surrogate Parents

Part 4; Surrogate Parents Journal Entry June 13, 2004 Vision about Soldiers  This was an interesting experience that happened to me this evening as I tried to meditate. Usually I have trouble stopping the chatter in my mind enough to have a proper meditation. On this occasion though I began Read more

By gabriel_G, 4 yearsSeptember 6, 2021 ago
The Beginning, the End.....and Everything Lost In Between

Part 3; South American Bird Spider

Part 3; The South American Bird Spider Journal Entries There was great joy as she arose to find a kitten in her room. A beautiful little friend she could play with, relieve the emptiness, the lifelessness of the room. Of course, in her happy state she would not suspect this Read more

By gabriel_G, 4 yearsSeptember 6, 2021 ago

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