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Finding Home, Chapter 5; Journals, Letters

Journals, Letters I have been looking through my old journals from the 90s and am struck by how many dreams I was having at that time. So many dreams contained animals, birds and feathers. While the dreams themselves were about me trying to solve the problems I was facing with Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 23, 2019 ago
Finding Home

Finding Home, Chapter 5; My Journals and Their Vital Importance

My Journals….and their vital importance Because there are no photos illustrating the storyboard of my unfolding, no records of my birth, an entirely empty baby book, and no one to give answer to my many questions, I am left to find my way through this mystery as best I can. Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 22, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 5; Short Hair

Short Hair When I was in Grade One I had beautiful long blonde hair down to my waist. For reasons I cannot explain I loved my hair, its colour, the weight on my neck and back, and the way others in class would play and be fascinated by it. In Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 22, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 5; My Father’s Death

Dream about My Father’s Death December 6, 1999 In retrospect I can understand the importance of this dream which I didn’t comprehend that night, as I still did not understand the complexity of my past, nor did I realize the identity of those connected to it. So when I read Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 21, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 5;

The Jungle June 18, 2007 It had been a difficult night for sleeping because of a rainstorm with lots of lightening and thunder. My sleep was interrupted several times, but I began to dream when I did fall into a deep sleep. I had trouble remembering it all but feel Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 21, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 5; Vision About Soldiers

Vision about Soldiers June 13, 2004 This was an interesting experience that happened to me this evening as I tried to meditate. Usually I have trouble stopping the chatter in my mind enough to have a proper meditation. On this occasion though I began to see images in my mind, Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 21, 2019 ago
Finding Home

Finding Home, Author’s Note

The other day while spending time in Quito I met a family introduced by a mutual friend. The husband was originally from Germany, lived in South Africa and then transferred to Ecuador. His wife is from Ecuador and they have had a very successful and fruitful life. We were having Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 21, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 5; Troops in Africa

Troops in Africa January 1, 2003 There is much I cannot remember of this first dream, I imagine because of the pain I was feeling at the time, but also it was quite abstract and seemed very disjointed when I woke up. I was at my ballet class when several Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 20, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 5; The Chair

The Chair When I first learned the chair was real I began to understand why I was having dreams and memories of these different places, all in some way connected to troops fighting in different countries. The dreams following this story are placed out of sequence to bring focus to Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 20, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 5; PTSD

PTSD Summer 2013 A few years ago I met a healer who does energy work, stopping in Maple Creek to visit some regular clients while travelling to Manitoba from B.C. A friend asked if I would like to have some energy work done; Indian Head Massage, among other things. I Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 19, 2019 ago

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