October 15, 2023 This morning I looked at the clock to see it was 3:33. My sleep was solid, no dreams, just complete rest, so I knew I wasn’t getting back to sleep as my mind immediately began thinking about the days agenda. Kathy is picking me up around 10:00 Read more
September 26, 2023 This morning there is only the smallest fraction of my dream left. All I remember was being in a room where my art was displayed, the focus was on the painting with the dark blue background. The chickadee was prominent. I suppose this is in relation to Read more
September 13, 2023 Had a rather bizarre dream this morning which will probably not be described well. I think instead it will be a summary and a possible idea as to the message. Looking back the dream seems to tell a story parallel to mine in some respects. There was Read more
September 5, 2023 Today I found an interesting story online which I can’t share due to Canada’s crazy restrictions regarding the media, but decided to copy the points to have as a reference. It is a list of pet peeves which indicate one has experienced trauma at a young age. Read more
Five years ago I was preparing to leave Canada, never return. I believed I was going to get closure at last for a life of secrets and lies. I was scared, happy anxious and excited believing there would be an easier road ahead of me now that the decision was Read more
July 27, 2023 Even though I know they are always watching me, it still becomes unsettling to realize how vulnerable I am, especially because there are few who could accept this aspect of my life. Not in the normal sense of the word, I am vulnerable because they can enter Read more
July 14, 2023 How amazing to consider the idea my daughter was brought into my life simply so I could wake up and face the truth of my past. Then there is my youngest son who triggered my memories of my father as I often referred to the likeness before Read more
July 10, 2023 The day began with a bit of a surprise as the old window I was preparing to paint yesterday fell over, 2 panes of glass shattering – seemingly symbolic of my shattered spirit which Grama Grizzly explained I had when we met. There was a nice breeze, Read more
April 5, 2023 Moving day has come and gone. It was a difficult day as there was a snow storm which arrived Sunday morning early. It was a wet snow, the kind which turns to ice immediately with each foot step. The stairs were a definite concern, a bit dangerous Read more
March 29, 2023 No I’m not comfortable at all, despite every effort made in the direction of becoming so. My higher self understands completely the need to move, not just out of the place I have called home for 2 1/2 years, but the move out of the mummy’s confines. Read more