Finding Home

Mystery Soul For many of us, travelling to different places in the world observing animals and birds in their natural habitat is not an option. I admit I have mixed feelings about zoos. I would say that no matter where we are from we are all better when we are Read more

Spirit Husband August 11, 2002 When I had this dream I was uncomfortable telling Patrick about it, thinking he would see it as competitive in nature. However, he recently explained he never considered it a threat in any way, that it was just something to help me on my journey. Read more

Angel August 10, 2002 This morning the black and white images came again. The first one was the only clear image and it was once again the little girl from the other day. This time she looked a bit older. She was standing in front of her horse and the Read more

Vision about Angel August 8, 2002 I had another image come to me this morning as I was waking up, again in black and white. A small child of about one year was in someone’s arms, although I’m not sure who it was because the horses head was hiding his Read more

Letter from a Victim This was written in my diary so I am sure that this was done as an exercise from group therapy and that is why the poem is included. It was probably not a letter that I sent, it seems quite unlikely. As was stated in the Read more

Thoughts of a Troubled Mind I was actually surprised to find this page of writing because I did not remember it at all, written during my time in group therapy as an exercise to help bring the feelings and emotions of my current situation to the surface. Writing became one Read more

Silence and Retreat My siblings often expressed their feeling I was spoiled, receiving special treatment and opportunities not offered to them. As a child I couldn’t understand why they felt this way. How could I know at such a young age the ballet lessons and the clothes from Lad and Read more

Power vs. Unconditional Love February 21, 2005 This morning it came to me, unconditional love is true power. To be loved is the greatest and most important gift we can receive, and so it is also the most important one we can give. It is the only thing that gives Read more

Gondola Dream I am not sure if this dream entry will be relevant to the story, I cannot place it in my mind. It was an entry written on a loose page with no date, but it was with the dream entries about the room, so perhaps it did have Read more