I found the following song yesterday while searching for music to play at work. Perhaps it was a mistake to play it, but once I had heard it my mind began to accept the song was for people just like me…..the disappeared. Yes, I am one of the disappeared, this Read more
Anything can happen in a day. I have learned that when I’m at work, anyone can walk through the door and surprise me in ways I could not expect. Just the simplest act of kindness means so much right now, not just for me, but everyone. Our future is uncertain, Read more
I woke up this morning at around 3:00 and knew I was not going to be able to sleep even though I am so tired. There are so many thoughts swirling in my head from the different experiences I had yesterday at work, I know that until I can organize Read more
This morning I had this moment of understanding which surprised me. In order for me to find myself, I had to be willing to give up everyone I loved. It brings to mind the question I heard once, I believe it was either in a book I was reading shortly Read more
We think we know where we are headed in our own unique path of life. Then we get blindsided by something we never believed could happen to us. Losing a child, especially for a mother, whose bond begins with conception, is in my opinion, the worst. My friend Jenny lost Read more
It has been an interesting few weeks as I find myself in continued emotional turmoil. I think people who have not experienced serious trauma have the mistaken idea that one gets over it with time. As I have learned, especially since coming back to Canada, this could not be further Read more
Many people will disagree with me regarding what I say in this post. This is of course your right, my opinions are my own based on my experiences in life. Therefore they are unique to me, yet I know there are many out there who are in agreement, based on Read more
It has been difficult to face over the months following my sons visit to see me last year, the failure over my documentary. Once he returned to Canada, he was faced with losing his job due to Covid-19, something which somehow tore us apart. At least this is what I Read more
For the first time in quite awhile I have dreamt the last 2 nights. Yesterday’s dreams are mostly forgotten, slipping away as I woke, but there was a residual of their importance which stayed with me throughout the day. Last nights dreams seemed to be a bit stronger, so I Read more
There have been many on my healing journey who have made a significant difference in my life. All too often our path is not an easy one, but those who mysteriously drop into our lives can make such a difference and sometimes we are not given the opportunity to express Read more