Travelling dream July 8, 1997
On this night I had another out of body experience where it feels I travelled to somewhere distant. Unfortunately, I usually cannot remember where I go or what happens to me during the time I am there.
This time I felt myself come back to my body as I returned. I seemed to come through some kind of tunnel. Strange as it must sound it reminded me of the inside of a huge cone shaped speaker, only longer. The sound waves were visible as I travelled down its length, a very gentle and pleasant feeling as I passed through.
As always when I come back I have an extended period of time when my body is so cold, it’s as if my spirit leaves and my body has no life to keep it warm. It takes a long time and is very difficult for me to regain the warmth in my bones.
**I had a similar experience after my ayahuasca ceremony while listening to music on my headphones. The notes of the music were visible, seen in colour which reminds me of what I describe in this experience.
I have never been a strong writer, it was never something I was interested in. I find this unfortunate now as I struggle to express myself in the moments I had these experiences. I just do not seem to have the ability to describe what I saw and felt, passing through this tunnel which seemed to be energy itself.
I think this is why I want to compare it to a speaker with the sound waves being visible. If I imagine the sound waves in colour, pulsing to the frequency of a sound, this makes sense to me. I would have been transported through energy into another time or dimension, which is why it is only my spirit which leaves…pure energy itself. The most unfortunate part is I cannot remember what happens to me on the other side of these experiences, so I am uncertain even of where I go. When there is no experience to compare how can I explain how it feels?
When I closed my eyes this night I saw a beautiful golden light, very warm and rich in colour and substance. It began to spin, and as it did the shape of a pyramid became visible in the centre of the light, with only the outer lines defining its shape. At first I thought both the light and the pyramid were spinning, but realized as I focused on the image it was only the pyramid that was moving inside the light. It began to spin so fast the lines forming the pyramid disappeared, and this is all that I remember.
As I write this so many years later I am wondering if the spinning came before I left my body and was this the trip wire that set me off into this experience? As the lines of the pyramid disappeared I was pulled from my body and taken to another realm. I remember both events, but cannot remember the sequence.
There was only peace as I watched this happen, captivated by the spinning of this golden light that was a pyramid.
I do wish I could remember the order in which these events transpired because it would be very helpful for me to understand the triggers which leave me feeling so detached from myself. The depth of this mystery I have yet to fully comprehend. Having the experience reminds me that we are capable of so much more than we allow ourselves to consider, at least it is more than I imagined, this ability to leave my body, travelling to somewhere unknown. I feel quite fortunate to not only know but to understand some boundaries can be moved. The next logical step it seems would be remembering the event which took me away.
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