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No Longer Hiding

Synchronicity is such a beautiful thing, when it happens one knows they are walking as they should. Yesterday my new birth certificate arrived identifying me as Gabriel Kacie Guevara. Seeing it in print as a legitimate birth certificate brought tears Read more

By gabriel_G, 8 monthsMarch 14, 2025 ago
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Return To Self

March 5, 2025 The official document for my legal name change to Guevara arrived in my hands yesterday morning. There was knowledge it was coming because my health care card with the new name arrived last week, which seemed odd Read more

By gabriel_G, 8 monthsMarch 6, 2025 ago
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PTSD is a Cruel Master

PTSD is a cruel master! Triggers are what affect the place of organized thought in my mind. All the words disappear leaving a blank page. Sometimes for critical seconds, sometimes for minutes. The echo of footsteps in an empty hall, Read more

By gabriel_G, 8 monthsMarch 2, 2025 ago
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The New Genghis Kahn

Meanwhile things are really heating up with the new Genghis Kahn as thousands are unemployed, more are forcibly sent out of the country without due process or legality and the Ukrainians are told they have no value, giving them a Read more

By gabriel_G, 8 monthsFebruary 24, 2025 ago
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A Dark Day In North American History

We met Carlos in Ecuador because we stopped in for a meal at his restaurant Taco Bello. We went back often as we enjoyed the meals he created. Carlos left his home in Mexico, heading into the United States, when Read more

By gabriel_G, 9 monthsJanuary 21, 2025 ago
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Every Ending A New Beginning

December 25, 2024 This has been such a year of change for me, sometimes blindsiding me quite strongly, forcing me to accept the unknown with new perspective. It all began with Bolivia and accepting a truth which can only be Read more

By gabriel_G, 10 monthsDecember 27, 2024 ago
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The Whale – My Teacher

December 12, 2024 I’ve been trying to find a connection with the constellation Cetus, which is Latin for whale, and a real constellation, but the stories connected to it did not fit with the incredible peaceful feeling left with me Read more

By gabriel_G, 11 monthsDecember 13, 2024 ago
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Twin Flame

In April of 2020, I was in severe lockdown as the country of Ecuador had shut down completely. No one in or out of the country, no travelling outside your district or town unless you had written permission, roadblocks in Read more

By gabriel_G, 11 monthsDecember 9, 2024 ago
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I Am My Mother’s Daughter Too

November 29, 2024 Another dream this morning. I’m left with only a feeling once again which seems to be related to what I spoke about yesterday – being inside the inner dimension where messages are transferred without words often times. Read more

By gabriel_G, 11 monthsDecember 1, 2024 ago
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What’s the Worst That Can Happen?

The horse painting I’ve been struggling to finish has brought up a few memories. Because I never know what I’m doing when I start an image, there is always a sense I’ll fail. I’m not good with making mistakes due Read more

By gabriel_G, 11 monthsNovember 22, 2024 ago

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