May 13, 2022
I have been meaning to write about this experience, but did not find the time at first, then just put it to the back of my mind. It has been almost a month since having this very difficult experience, something which I now feel was intended to give me a sneak peek into the possible upcoming behaviour of those who’ve had the shots. The residual from this conversation with someone I’d never met before has influenced several decisions since that day. Actually it was a very eerie feeling later realizing I stood there knowing how dangerous the situation could have been, unable to move or respond effectively for my own safety. To witness how quickly it escalated took me by surprise.
For the first time in many months, I had the opportunity to go to Medicine Hat to buy real food, fresh organic vegetables, proper laundry and dish soap, etc., etc. It was such a treat and until this unknown woman began her tirade, I was full of joy for being given the opportunity. My friend dropped me off at superstore while she went to her appointment, enough time to get what I needed done so she did not have to wait for me. It really was a perfect situation!
I was in the organic isle, looking at the frozen foods hoping to find a decent loaf of bread (I had not had the time to make my own over the last few weeks). There was a woman standing there also looking at the bread, trying I supposed, to make her choice. I said hello and she began telling me about some brand she liked which her husband had previously bought for her. I replied that I usually make my own, so was unsure of any of the brands. She offered, a total stranger, to give me all her bread making supplies as she had not had any luck with it. I thanked her, but explained I did not live there, then expressed how happy I was just to be able to find organic products. She explained she had no choice now because the shots have caused some kind of digestion issues for her and so was now forced to buy organic. She went on to say she was scheduled for her next shot in 3 months, so I suppose she had just had her last one, but she had no choice now – her father was not going to lose another daughter to covid!
She began to tell me about her sister who died of covid after having all her shots, so I’m beginning to see how this conversation is going south very quickly and began to look for a way to leave. As I slowly backed away, she said something about how I must be anxious to get away from this crazy lady, so she picked up on my desire to leave. I said oh no I enjoy talking to people and am always open to hearing both sides of the argument. This unfortunately triggered her. Without giving my vax status, she seemed to understand anyway because of my last comment and this set her off big time. In truth much of what she said began to be lost as I went into fight or flight and with this comes a very strange inner sensation. My body just goes blank inside – a very strange energy can be felt moving through, but I’m not really present. Whether I wanted to hear it or not, she was going to tell me her views which meant explaining all the data proves the shots work (even thought her sister still died having had them all), she’s seen the statistics and they back up the shots 100%. So she’s trying to justify her choice even though she now has a digestive disorder causing her to buy certain foods. Then she said how selfish the unvaxxed were, how they killed her sister and she has no sympathy for them – they aren’t worth anything, they should all die. She said her sister was in some kind of home, I want to say it was a clinic, so maybe for addictions or some severe illness, so in other words vulnerable.
Because Kenney changed the rules and allowed non vaxxed back to work, she claimed they brought in the virus and they killed her sister. Then what she said next really disturbed me, this cold hearted statement which sums up just how dangerous some will be. She said only one of them (unvaxxed) had the decency to die and this is when I understood how dangerous my situation was or could be.
There was so much anger and hate being spewed from her, I could hardly tolerate the onslaught. I can’t actually remember what happened after that. I have no memory of what finally made her leave, releasing me so I could walk away, but I did get away from her leaving the section entirely. I put my music on and walked around the store so I could get my bearings once more, feel my own body again as the strange energy began to dissipate. Truthfully it took days to really get over the experience and perhaps I’m not over it yet because as I explained, it has affected some of my recent decisions.
This woman was so conflicted, her statements contradicting, yet she had no idea. Placing the blame on those of us who did not do as she chose to do had to be the problem – that’s what the government keeps telling them. The stats back up her choice, so it must be our fault. Yet if the shots protect, lessen the severity, then why are some getting so sick and obviously dying from the virus after having them. The hypocrisy cannot be seen by those who I feel in actuality understand the mistake they made but can’t turn back now. Blame has to find a home and those of us who made a different choice are going to pay, I can definitely see that now. Gone are the days which allowed me to talk to strangers wherever I went, having spontaneous and joyful conversations, something truly enjoyed in the past. Replaced by uncertainty and very cautions comments to anyone who talks to me first, because I now avoid starting any conversation with anyone whether I know them or not. Our world is becoming a battlefield based on a health choice being forced on us. How can anyone not see the significance of our governments enforcement of this one single choice which started the dominos falling, having therefor directed every choice we now make? They are funnelling us into a space which allows them the most control over us – this was never about a virus or concern over our health, it was always about control!
This is indeed a spiritual war one which will become quite violent I’m afraid. There is so much tension from the continued and unnecessary restrictions, from the obvious unlawful confinement of truckers and illegal control which ensued. There will be civil war, because when you take away the rights of the people you are meant to protect, you will create violence at some point. The time approaches far too near……
A man who has nothing to left to lose, has no reason to live, will not care what happens to him on his way out and will also not care who he has to go through as he goes after those who stole everything from him. As one falls, another will take his place because there are so many who have lost everything over this.
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