Quite an unusual dream this morning, kind of fascinating really.
I was in a room watching a small white spider walking across the bare wall in front of me. There was someone else with me who wanted to just kill the spider, but I stopped them explaining I would take it outside. Even though I am so afraid of spiders, I always try to release them to a safer location, not wishing them harm simply because of my own fears.
As I moved towards the wall, my movements were stopped instantly as the spider literally jumped off the wall aiming for my face, landing on my forehead (third eye).
I woke up in this moment, but keep seeing in my thoughts the image of a spider locked in an eye or oval shaped carving similar to one encased in amber – a natural occurrence in nature. So something which occurs to me is a Buddha statue with a spider on his 3rd eye. Looking up it’s spiritual meaning gives opposing thoughts, although I did notice it was the Christian views which were negative, while the more spiritual religious beliefs see it as more positive – based on its beautiful web building capabilities and its symbolic figure 8 body.
For myself the spider has been a representation of great fear due to childhood trauma, as I have often spoke of, although I have made much effort to face this fear head on. With the warmer weather and with my job I have disturbed a few spiders while helping others get the products they need. I do my best not to hurt them in the process, I think much to the surprise of the customer, as they would not have given it a second thought. But everything has purpose, not understanding or being afraid does not give us the right to destroy life in its many forms surrounding us. It occurred to me this morning as I reflected on my dream and different conversations had lately, how backwards the precautions taken this past year have been.
In order to protect the fear, yes the fear not the person, we are slowly destroying the life of so many like myself who wear the mask daily. My wearing the mask protects no one, it does however reduce my capacity for proper breathing! Not only does it have very negative impact on my physical health, it has been difficult emotionally and mentally harmful to continue wearing this symbol of slavery, restriction and bondage as I continue with this forced compliance. I do not see those so religious about wearing them or using the hand sanitizer as being good citizens. No, I see you as being the cause of the continued destruction of humanity.
In particular, we have taken the light from our children’s eyes as they stand there looking at us without expression under the mask. We have taken away their hope, their happiness and love of exploration and living. How can any good come of this? Yet those living in fear, selfishly expect those of us who understand the truth of the situation, to continue holding the barrier of false safety firmly in place. Those who insist on the masks, the social (dysfunctional) distancing and the shot are responsible for the many deaths which have occurred totally unrelated to the virus. It is your fear which keeps this wheel of deception alive and all will have to answer for the continued crimes against humanity. As you insist on everyone getting the shot, have you once considered the possibility not everyone should get it, due to health reasons? Are you so embroiled in your own selfish needs, you have no thoughts for what is safe for someone other than yourself. With my sensitivity to drugs and chemicals, I am fully aware I would probably not live to see another day if I got this shot. Yet, the rising numbers are all those who live in fear can see, just the climbing numbers which are not based on truth or fact. How ironic fear has stopped so many from seeing the correlation of climbing statistics in relation to the numbers of those who got the shot.
So this is what getting the shot (and an inept false test) into millions of arms has done for the world:
Increased poverty related death, due to inability to work and buy food,
Increased suicides due to mental health issues exacerbated by social distancing and isolation for extended periods of time,
Increased cancer related death, due to inability to receive treatment,
Increased heart related deaths, due to inability to receive treatment,
Loss of work, businesses, homes, income and stability,
Insufficient supplies of necessary living needs,
Increase in cost for necessary living needs,
Increase in the number of cases, due to false testing which then
Increases fear, which then Increases the darker side of human nature to emerge, the stress only mounting, the fires of revolution becoming brighter,
Death by loneliness,
Loss of joy, human connection, basic pleasantries,
Inability to communicate effectively, thereby stopping some from even trying due to the frustration of not being able to hear or be heard,
Increase in health problems related specifically to wearing masks, the long term affects yet to be discovered.
So it seems to me my dream was really quite important with its display of spiritual imagery. As the dragon taught me years ago, facing our fear can provide an ally in this magical form, or it can be our enemy, as we are clearly seeing today with this feardemic!
The first time I publicly displayed my dragon to a group of people I did not know, I realized it’s importance. There were some who loved it, some were indifferent, while others could not be in the room with it. It became obvious to me that night how powerful the dragon is, yet can anyone say they have seen a dragon other than in stories, during their lifetime? Yet it evokes strong emotional responses, quite opposing at times. This understanding delighted me as I thought about the experience the following day, because it enhanced the already understood premise we all have an inner dragon, something I learned while in group therapy. For some it is the centre of a fractured existence, preventing them from truly living, while others have taken flight with theirs, enjoying the great freedom of its presence.
My fears of the spider, which for so much of my life was unknown, so unresolvable, stopped me from living in general. I say this because this one fear was in its way the cornerstone of the wall holding in all my fears. Once understanding shone its light on that corner, I began to see how intricate the web of lies and deceit shaping my existence was. So the spider now resting on my third eye is truly an accomplishment for me.
There is a great weight lifted when we see our fears, not in the darkness, but in the light of understanding. Once we can see them bathed in pure light, we can also find acceptance in the darkest of corners. It truly changes everything. This is not to say, I will, not be triggered, or have difficulties now, but it does give me the ability to face whatever comes my way with more strength and courage. Be fearless (to a degree, in the beginning of this new life), if you like, with acceptance.
When fear decides the fate of so many, how can any of us be free? Stopping one man’s freedom because another is afraid to face their demons, can not be considered balanced, yet this is exactly what is happening on a global scale. People in India are dying from hunger, from symptoms induced after getting the shot and from the inability to receive care for unrelated virus illness. What most cannot understand here in the so called modern world, is those in third world countries rely on daily income to feed their family. However, that being said, many are unfortunately seeing this here in a country where it absolutely should not be happening. Shutting down the country prevents those who must work every day from supporting themselves, their family. There is no assistance to keep them from starvations door, as one day can make the difference between living or dying in some cases. This has become a worldwide phenomenon, one no longer restricted to countries we considered third world.
We choose to see the picture we wish to see in order to feed our own needs. And yes fear is an addiction, so to see so many feeding it can only mean there are many unable to accept theirs, seek help and strive for a less dependant life. It is no different than being addicted to drugs or alcohol, this need to be told by someone else that we are healthy, or sick. To be so dependant on the word of someone else regarding our own body and mind, is by far the worst addiction of humanity. Understanding yourself because you listen to the signs as you trust your connection to God or Spirit, is true freedom. Guidance is one thing, dependence quite another. If doctors were really doing their job, their waiting rooms would not be so full. If our governments were doing theirs, we would have balanced living conditions.
My advice? Stop paying taxes – paying those who continue destroying our lives, our livelihood, is just plain wrong. Make them work for us, we have worked for them far too long. While they live with much more than they need, most of us struggle to stay in a very basic life. So that means you must stop believing in government, remember our history, stop depending on luxurious habits which cause so many of your health problems (you are your own worst enemy), start going within for answers, raise your frequency, pay attention to what’s happening in your own community and for the best results……turn off your TV or whatever device you continually watch for updates on. That includes those on both sides of the fence regarding current situations.
We must rise above the battlefield in order to see the truth of the carnage amassed. This must be done by raising our frequency to that of the Love Vibration. Start today, because wallowing in the mess is helping no one