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Conclusion; The Adult…..the Room, Ecuador  April 22, 2020 She was calm, as she lay waiting for sleep to take her. What happened came so suddenly there was no time to even open her eyes. The image taking her completely by Read more

Part 8; The “Grandmother” Dreams The Adult…..Ecuador  She feels grateful for the many opportunities to be up close and personal with hummingbirds. How fortunate she feels, especially having the knowledge they are considered to be the spirit of our ancestors Read more

Part 7; Angel My Horse The Adult…….the Room, Ecuador  June 22, 2020 Last night was a very difficult one, she wondered how she would get through it and what would come of the pain and discomfort felt. It began in Read more

Part 6; My Birth Mother The Adult……Ecuador When she thinks of her birth mother, there doesn’t seem to be much emotion, of any kind. She has good memories of her, times when they were with her father as well, but Read more

Part 5; Surrogate Grandparents The Adult……Ecuador She is writing this dream because of the medallion  picked up in the dream. This gained significance many years later. Today as she enters the dream into the manuscript she understands the meaning in Read more

Part 4; Surrogate Parents Journal Entry June 13, 2004 Vision about Soldiers  This was an interesting experience that happened to me this evening as I tried to meditate. Usually I have trouble stopping the chatter in my mind enough to Read more

Part 3; The South American Bird Spider Journal Entries There was great joy as she arose to find a kitten in her room. A beautiful little friend she could play with, relieve the emptiness, the lifelessness of the room. Of Read more

Part 2; My Birth Father The Adult…..the Room, Ecuador  Her book is really just a compilation of dreams recorded over the years.  When she began, it was difficult to imagine there would ever be enough information to create a book, Read more

The Beginning…….the End,  and Everything Lost in Between By: Gabriel  Dedication This book is dedicated to the people from my early childhood, whose names I do not even know. But they gave their lives for me, for their belief in Read more