Last night on April 13, 2020 just before midnight, I realized I was no longer afraid, the feelings of panic were no more. I slept through the night without being afraid. Waking up this morning after a significant dream, I Read more
“…..I cultivate a white rose for the true friend who offers his hand in friendship. And for the cruel one, who tears out the heart by which I live, I cultivate neither thorns nor bitter leaves. I cultivate a white Read more
I woke up in the wee hours of the morning, unable to fall back to sleep. This seems to happen a lot lately, I suppose because there are many things running around in my mind which will not leave me Read more
When I was young I was told that those big beautiful blue dragonflies would bite me, that it would be very painful. Not knowing any different I believed this for a long time and became very frightened of them. With Read more
The sun is shining, it’s a beautiful day. Laura has returned and so the man who who gave me such discomfort over the last few days has now left. It seemed to me the sunshine returned as a reward and Read more
Last week the family who are responsible for looking after the property where I am staying had to leave. Laura’s father needed help with his granadilla trees, so off they all went leaving me here on my own. While the Read more
Last week I had a rather severe panic attack, which I am sure was connected to finding myself in isolation and not knowing how long I had to face it. I paced outside my room for the better part of Read more
When I drew this image, I felt it would be part of something, a project perhaps, but at the time could not have understood what it would be. I finished it last year, and something about it made it special Read more
My dear friend sent me the link for this song this morning. It made me so happy, I had to share it. I hope you enjoy it as much as I did. Does the lead singer nail this song? Or Read more
I am reposting my story called “Guilt and Fear” from my book “Finding Home”. So much of my life was controlled by my fears, stopping me from truly living. I just want people to really assess their situation and look Read more