April 5, 2022, Sunday
Dreamt this morning I was telling someone 2, maybe 3 of my books were being published. The person I was talking to was someone I was also helping with the process of publishing his story and he just kept saying – remember you can’t publish my name. The impression was I was transcribing his book for him and publishing it under my name with his identity remaining anonymous. Not sure where that came from, but it was all pretty exciting, although there was a quietness to it which made it more comfortable and realistic.
There was another dream before which was quite disturbing. It had to do with someone’s baby which was born from a mother who had the shots. This baby was quite evil, growing into adult form in a day. Unfortunately I was babysitting and was witness to the disturbing changes. I don’t really believe the black eyed baby stories being told, this dream was quite far fetched as well, however the energy and evil associated with it were believable.
There was so much more to both dream times, but I’ve lost the details waking up very tired this morning after sleeping in. Although my house guest is a very nice person, well mannered and very kind, he has had the shots so he carries the energy associated. It is my belief it was his presence here which inspired this mornings dream about the baby. He will leave today which will give me my space back, cleansing will be necessary. I had only just got the cats energy removed when he came in, so it has been a difficult week. The first night he was here he put me in anaphylactic shock because of all the chemically scented products he uses.
Today, as he began to pack and therefore go in and out of his room many times, his door was left slightly open. Because of this, the smells seeped out of his room and into my living space. I could feel the onset of shock coming, so went outside to get some fresh air. In the end I was forced to leave, not even able to sit on my outside stairs which run up the building beside the room he used. Immediately my mouth would go completely dry and I knew I was in trouble again. Going to the back of the building I stood there waiting for my friend to help me. We left, going to her home, the walk in the cool air helped me regain my composure, the dryness slowly replaced with the welcome feel,of saliva on my tongue. Still there remained a very odd sensation on the roof of my mouth which threatened to trigger another episode.
I spent about 3 hours at her home, having some time on her bio mat while she went back to my place to smudge and air out the apartment which took her about half an hour after all his belongings were moved out. When she took me back I was in a very calm, almost detached state, cautious as well, unsure if it was safe yet for me to return. The body was in fight or flight, highly sensitive, ready to run again if needed. But I felt the difference as I climbed the stairs to the front door, her efforts to remove the negative energy almost completely successful. I wouldn’t let her open the door to his room, there was still residual energy there, but it was contained at least. Nor was I ready to move back into my bedroom for the same reasons.
I could not thank her enough for rescuing me, my heart was full of love for the friendship I so heavily relied on this day because I could not go into my own home. She held me close as I cried, my gratitude overflowing. My home is the only truly safe place for me, it is my only possession which carries value for me. This is not because of what’s inside, there are no monetary valuables – it is simply the energy cultivated from many hours of tuning into the love vibration which fills every inch of space I live in. This is what gives my home value. For two separate reasons – both because I went against my own better judgement allowing unpredictable energy into my home, my life was threatened these last 2 months. Today, I sit in gratitude for the return of “my space” which is almost completely in tact once again.
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