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A Gift in Kind October 16, 2007 This morning I had a rather complicated dream and am wondering if I will be able to do justice writing it down. In a way it is similar to the dream I had Read more

Car Crash December 19, 2002 My surrogate mother and I were standing on the road, she holding my hand as she said to me, “He died protecting us.” Even while she was telling me this I saw myself in the Read more

My Horse Angel December 18, 2002 I remember standing with my surrogate parents, my new father holding me in his arms and we were feeding our horse, my horse. My surrogate mother was standing beside us as I reached over Read more

About Father again November 1, 2002 I was lying awake in bed, unable to sleep. My eyes were closed, but suddenly I began to see faces flash in front of my eyes. The images were all men’s faces in black Read more

Metal Object October 2, 2002 Over the past week I’ve had several dreams about being followed, being discovered, and being trapped. When I awake I cannot remember much about the dreams, but there is a residual effect. This dream seems Read more

From the Shadows What an amazing and beautiful animal is the cougar. I have been lucky enough to have a few experiences with this great cat over the years, first in British Columbia and also in the Cypress Hills of Read more

Cougar face-to-face July 9, 2000 Oh how different the world would be it we could just allow ourselves to live alongside animals with this kind of trust and respect. Patrick, Lucas and I were walking along a country road at Read more

Vision of my Father September 27, 2002 Another dream about who I now believe was my father. Always in these dreams I have a great deal of love for the man. We have a deep mutual affection towards each other. Read more

Author’s note; This dream was actually connected to the dream I posted yesterday about the sweater. I had them one after the other which is why I am saying that I fell back to sleep after calming down. To first Read more

My Sweater September 18, 2002 On June 20, 2002 I dreamt about wearing this sweater while saying goodbye to my mother.* This is an important reference, making a connection which explains the emotional attachment I felt while having this dream. Read more