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Finding Home, Chapter 7; My Horse Angel

My Horse Angel December 18, 2002 I remember standing with my surrogate parents, my new father holding me in his arms and we were feeding our horse, my horse. My surrogate mother was standing beside us as I reached over Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsApril 2, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 7; My Father Again

About Father again November 1, 2002 I was lying awake in bed, unable to sleep. My eyes were closed, but suddenly I began to see faces flash in front of my eyes. The images were all men’s faces in black Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsApril 1, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, chapter 7; Metal. Object

Metal Object October 2, 2002 Over the past week I’ve had several dreams about being followed, being discovered, and being trapped. When I awake I cannot remember much about the dreams, but there is a residual effect. This dream seems Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsApril 1, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 6; From the Shadows

From the Shadows What an amazing and beautiful animal is the cougar. I have been lucky enough to have a few experiences with this great cat over the years, first in British Columbia and also in the Cypress Hills of Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 31, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 6; Cougar Face to Face

Cougar face-to-face July 9, 2000 Oh how different the world would be it we could just allow ourselves to live alongside animals with this kind of trust and respect. Patrick, Lucas and I were walking along a country road at Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 31, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 6; Vision of my Father

Vision of my Father September 27, 2002 Another dream about who I now believe was my father. Always in these dreams I have a great deal of love for the man. We have a deep mutual affection towards each other. Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 30, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 6; The Burial

Author’s note; This dream was actually connected to the dream I posted yesterday about the sweater. I had them one after the other which is why I am saying that I fell back to sleep after calming down. To first Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 30, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 6; My Sweater

My Sweater September 18, 2002 On June 20, 2002 I dreamt about wearing this sweater while saying goodbye to my mother.* This is an important reference, making a connection which explains the emotional attachment I felt while having this dream. Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 29, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 6; Mother’s Laugh

Mother’s Laugh September 9, 2002 Another vision this morning, this time about my birth mother. She was laughing, a really good laugh that gave me joy just to hear it. She was sitting with a man but I couldn’t see Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 29, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 6; Men in Black

The Men in Black August 28, 2002 This morning I had a vision* of a group of men standing in a room that seemed to be in my home. I was sitting in this room with my real mother; a Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 29, 2019 ago

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