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Finding Home, Chapter 6; Mother’s Laugh

Mother’s Laugh September 9, 2002 Another vision this morning, this time about my birth mother. She was laughing, a really good laugh that gave me joy just to hear it. She was sitting with a man but I couldn’t see Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 29, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 6; Men in Black

The Men in Black August 28, 2002 This morning I had a vision* of a group of men standing in a room that seemed to be in my home. I was sitting in this room with my real mother; a Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 29, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 6; Gorilla

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 29, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 6; Mystery Soul

Mystery Soul For many of us, travelling to different places in the world observing animals and birds in their natural habitat is not an option. I admit I have mixed feelings about zoos. I would say that no matter where Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 29, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 6; Spirit Husband

Spirit Husband August 11, 2002 When I had this dream I was uncomfortable telling Patrick about it, thinking he would see it as competitive in nature. However, he recently explained he never considered it a threat in any way, that Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 28, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 6; Angel

Angel August 10, 2002 This morning the black and white images came again. The first one was the only clear image and it was once again the little girl from the other day. This time she looked a bit older. Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 28, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 6; Vision about Angel

Vision about Angel August 8, 2002 I had another image come to me this morning as I was waking up, again in black and white. A small child of about one year was in someone’s arms, although I’m not sure Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 28, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 6; Letter From a Victim

Letter from a Victim This was written in my diary so I am sure that this was done as an exercise from group therapy and that is why the poem is included. It was probably not a letter that I Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 27, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 6; Thoughts of a Troubled Mind

Thoughts of a Troubled Mind I was actually surprised to find this page of writing because I did not remember it at all, written during my time in group therapy as an exercise to help bring the feelings and emotions Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 27, 2019 ago
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Finding Home, Chapter 6; Silence and Retreat

Silence and Retreat My siblings often expressed their feeling I was spoiled, receiving special treatment and opportunities not offered to them. As a child I couldn’t understand why they felt this way. How could I know at such a young Read more

By gabriel_G, 7 yearsMarch 26, 2019 ago

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