My Horse Angel December 18, 2002 I remember standing with my surrogate parents, my new father holding me in his arms and we were feeding our horse, my horse. My surrogate mother was standing beside us as I reached over to feed an apple to this horse who’s name was Read more
About Father again November 1, 2002 I was lying awake in bed, unable to sleep. My eyes were closed, but suddenly I began to see faces flash in front of my eyes. The images were all men’s faces in black and white. I could not remember the names, but I Read more
Metal Object October 2, 2002 Over the past week I’ve had several dreams about being followed, being discovered, and being trapped. When I awake I cannot remember much about the dreams, but there is a residual effect. This dream seems significant because of this. This morning while I was dreaming Read more
From the Shadows What an amazing and beautiful animal is the cougar. I have been lucky enough to have a few experiences with this great cat over the years, first in British Columbia and also in the Cypress Hills of Saskatchewan. During our walkabout while living in a small cabin Read more
Cougar face-to-face July 9, 2000 Oh how different the world would be it we could just allow ourselves to live alongside animals with this kind of trust and respect. Patrick, Lucas and I were walking along a country road at dusk, enjoying a warm summer evening. A meadow to our Read more
Vision of my Father September 27, 2002 Another dream about who I now believe was my father. Always in these dreams I have a great deal of love for the man. We have a deep mutual affection towards each other. I have also noticed that each time I dream of Read more
Author’s note; This dream was actually connected to the dream I posted yesterday about the sweater. I had them one after the other which is why I am saying that I fell back to sleep after calming down. To first dream of the sweater and be reminded of that emotional Read more
My Sweater September 18, 2002 On June 20, 2002 I dreamt about wearing this sweater while saying goodbye to my mother.* This is an important reference, making a connection which explains the emotional attachment I felt while having this dream. I was thinking of Josh, Colby, and Rheann while I Read more
Mother’s Laugh September 9, 2002 Another vision this morning, this time about my birth mother. She was laughing, a really good laugh that gave me joy just to hear it. She was sitting with a man but I couldn’t see his face. I could see was he was wearing a Read more
The Men in Black August 28, 2002 This morning I had a vision* of a group of men standing in a room that seemed to be in my home. I was sitting in this room with my real mother; a large room in I would say an expensive home. I Read more